An Open Letter To Him

March 17, 2010
2138 hrs

Hello,

Apakhabar kau? Aku harap ko sihat2 jak la time tok. So, how's ur preparation to go? I hope everyhting's okay.

You sound very excited. Well, I'm happy for you. At last, what u want dah ada depan mata so, ko akan pergi agik. I know sikkan lamak but hell... kenak ku rasa sik senang ati ooo...

Was this the same feeling ko rasa bila aku madah mok dtg Penang sambung belajar? If this is, well, it's sux hahahaha.

Aku rasa lawak jak. Pasal everything. It was goos to have you with me. It was great to be with u. Until now. Skali agik, kita jauh. I know we talked about this for so many times already. And ko pun dah madah ngan aku iboh layap etc... hahahaha

But, makin dekat ari ko mok berambus, makin terasa jak kita jauh walaupun kita dah memang jauh.

I have to wait again, kan?

And I have to hold on to ur promises... It was easier before. Sebab kita bukan sapa2 pada sapa2 (pa benda aku merepek tok).

Well, I just hope the best untuk kau jak. This is a stupid thing to say actually : whatever makes u happy, makes me happy too...

Walaupun pada hakikatnya, ko pergi tok sikda la molah ku happy gilak hahahaha...

But it's for u. For ur family. Tanggungjawab ko memanggil... so, I guess I have to say goodbye.

I really hope... I hope for lots of things.

But one thing aku benar2 hope is... I hope ________________________________

I love you.

Luv,
me