Day 12 : Your Current Relationship

I'm in relationship. I'm seeing someone. I'm taken - but not fully.

This is a guy, I never thought would be someone I'll be in relationship with. Most of you, orang-orang yang membaca blog ni, know our story. Walaupun tak fully, but, well, you know.

This is my Mr J. J for Japan and guess what, J for his first name also ^^

No, he's not Japanese (I wish !!! hahaha~)

We're totally different from each other. Macam langit dengan bumi. I'm a dreamer. He's a realist. We argue a lot. About lot of things. About, nearly everything.

We were friend. And now, we're a couple. We try to keep things simple. We don't call each other with romantic names. We're brutally honest (at least I am - what about you, J?) with each other.

Sometimes, I demand more attention. While him, being a guy yang sangat realist pula, sometimes 'buta' dengan my demand. Dengan perangai dia macam tu dan aku macam ni, and the fact that we're far from each other, selalu ada misunderstanding.

But, well... sabar jak la hahahha

I trust him. And I believe him.

Kalau dia berolah (bahasa Melayu Sarawak - buat hal) di sana pun, I don't care. He's there, I'm here. As long as he's being honest about it, I'm okay. He's a guy. Apa pun boleh jadik, kan?

We don't spend that much time together as a couple. Obviously, because we're far from each other. Most of the time, I'm comfortable dengan situasi macam ni. I have my own space and I can do whatever I want.

But sometimes, I do wish he's near. Especially when I have problems etc. He's a very, very, very good listener. Not through emails tho hahahha~ selalu ada misunderstanding.

Well, apa-apa pun, I love him

Auuuuwwww ~ geli aku mengungkapkan kata-kata ini di sini hahahaha

Collage. Of him and the places where we spend time together with.

I like beach. I don't think he really like beach.

There's one time, we went there. Aku kata nak tengok sunset. He said,"ok". So we went. Dia tengah bercerita, and aku tengah perhatikan matahari nak terbenam The view was very, very, very beautiful. Suddenly he said :

"Eh, dari tadi ku klakar dengan pipi ko jak tok. Bila gik ko mok nangga muka aku?"

(Translation : eh, dari td aku asyik bercakap dengan pipi ko je, bila lagi ko nak pandang muka aku?)

What the heck.

So, aku pun tengok matahari, tengok muka dia, tengok matahari, tengok muka dia - sambil dia bercerita.

When it was time to go back, time tu matahari tak fully terbenam pun (he wanted to send me back sebelum gelap), kitorang balik jalan kaki je. My house not that far pun. Macam dari CG ke FM House (Gelugor) je jaraknya... Kitorang berjalan naik bukit (the area berbukit-bukit - tak la tinggi sangat).....

Tiba-tiba dia stop. Betul-betul tempat yang paling tinggi. Dia pandang ke arah laut and said :

"Wahhh... kacaknyanya...!!!"

(Translation : Wahhh... cantiknya...!!!)

I looked at what he was looking at (or, what I thought he was looking at), matahari dah nak fully terbenam, masa tu langit merah-merah... Very nice indeed. And I said :

"Kan? Ya la ku mok nangga tadik. Nang kacak"

(Translation : Kan? Itu yang aku nak tengok tadi. Memang cantik)

He was smiling. Aku pun ikut la tersenyum. Suddenly...

"Sik pernah ku nangga mesin ya malam-malam. Kacak oo.. Cuba ko nangga bla bla bla"

(Translation : Tak pernah aku tengok mesin ni malam-malam. Cuba ko tengok bla bla bla"

Mesin???!!!

I looked again. And looked at him. He was actually looking at benda lain daripada apa yang aku tengah tengok. He was still smiling. Aku level-level mata aku dengan mata dia. And then I saw it.

Yeah, sure... There are people doing dredging works nearby. Tengah menambak pantai and buat breakwater. The "cantik" thing he was referring to was this :

Yang pada waktu malamnya memang cantik sebab ada lampu-lampu seperti ini :

And I thought he was talking about the sunset. Cis.

Terus hilang mood aku time tu.

Tapi tak lama. He's a funny guy. Walaupun kadang-kadang lawak dia macam agak sarcastic, tapi tetap lawak. So, mood aku pulih dengan cepat. We had dinner and he send me home.

Bila teringat balik, it was funny - for me la. It shows how different we are from each other. Di tempat yang sama, dalam masa yang sama, kitorang melihat benda yang berlainan and intepret it as cantik. Cantik mengikut pemahaman kitorang sendiri.

Walaupun perbezaan ini sedikit sebanyak buat masalah, but for me, setakat ni, perbezaan itu juga makes him interesting. There's a lot about him yang aku masih perlu kenal. Lebih-lebih lagi, dia bukan jenis yang suka share what's on his mind... Which, most of the time, buat aku naik gila hahahaha.

Okay, okay. That's all for today. Nanti cerita panjang-panjang, jadi merampau (Iban languange - mintak tolong rakan-rakan anda translate, ok)