STOLEN !!!!

DEAR FAMILY AND FRIEND,

I JUST WANT TO INFORM YOU ALL

BOTH MY PHONE WERE STOLEN TODAY

If there's someone calling or contacted you using my number, please ignore him/her.

I'm so sad... T.T

Dah la paper dua-dua susah. Rasa mok demam. Flu dari pagi. And then phone kenak curik. Today Holy Thursday. I can't go to church.

Dugaan apa You gave me Lord?

Did I did something that offended you?

T.T

I can only be contacted via Skype and Twitter.

Untuk jangka masa yang panjang cos I have to save lagi untuk beli phone baru T.T

Bertuah punya pencuri.

God bless you thief. Especially your soul.

Aku Sensitif Hari Ini

It's half an hour past midnight. Just came back from Photo Club Dinner. Dinner paling sempoi setiap tahun. And I love it. We went to Tarbush, Ferringhi, Penang. If you wanna know the place, please google.

Aku rasa malam ni kurang "ceria" sikit. Aku rasa aku "memakai topeng" sepanjang masa tadi. Trying my very best not to potray my real mood. I'm still very tired and still a bit sad cos I couldn't be with my CUS family sampai akhir programme today. Had to rush back and get ready, get some sleep, get some rest before dinner just now. Aku kempunan the last presentation pasal yesterday's Photo Hunting Contest sebenarnya. I want to see gambar-gambar yang di ambik.

Plus, my family's condition is not that good dalam masa ni. My big bro texted me masa 1st night at FM House. That day jugak sebenarnya ulang tahun kematian grandpa aku. When we were at the church for sunset mass, I prayed the Rosary for him. Tapi aku rasa.... aku tak berapa focus or kusyuk.

Masa tu, aku rasa, I wanted to spend time alone. Lot of things going on dalam satu masa. Especially the thing yang melibatkan keadaan di rumah. *Sigh*....

Sudah la.

I was reading some blogs just now. And also, twitter messges. And aku ada baca few post dari Obefiend. Dua post yang buat aku jadi lebih sensitif dalam masa-masa sensitif ni adalah seperti di bawah.

Sila layan dan menyumpah sepuas hati anda selepas puas melihat. Ruangan komen di buka untuk sumpah seranah kali ini.

But this one... This one buat hati aku yang sensitif, juga bertambah sensitif. Tapi lebih positif berbanding dua gambar macam sial (aku tahu kita masih dalam musim Lent) di atas.

Anda boleh memuji atau mengucap syukur dalam ruangan komen setelah selesai membaca dan menatap comic di bawah.

Sekian, entry mengarut dari manusia sensitif pada hari ini.

Day 8 : A Song That Match Your Mood

I know not many of you have heard this band or songs before, but actually, these guys are famous.

A band from Iceland. Sigur Ros.

I started listening to them since 7 to 8 years ago.

Everytime I feel down or frustrated or... dunno. Like, feeling crappy or whatever, I'll listen to Sigur Ros. Their songs make me feel "alive" and sort of calming me down (although I dunno what the lyrics are saying hihihi). It's their music... the melody... everything.

Currently, I'm listening over and over again, these two songs from their fourth album - Takk....

Hoppipolla and Saeglopur.

Most of their songs are sung in Vonlenska or Hopelandic. So, actually, most of their songs tak ada lirik. But, just for the sake untuk share something, I google-ed Hoppipolla and Saeglopur lyrics and ada orang dah buat translation for both songs. So, here they are -

Saeglopur

Sigur Rós - Sæglópur from Sigur Rós on Vimeo.

Sæglópur, á lífi
Kominn heim
Sæglópur, á lífi
Kominn heim
þaõ kemur kafari
Komin heim
þaõ kemur kafari
Komin heim

(English)

A lost seafarer, alive
Has returned home
A lost seafarer, alive
Has returned home
A diver comes
Has returned home
A diver comes
Has returned home

* * * *

Hoppipolla :

Sigur Rós - Hoppípolla from Sigur Rós on Vimeo.

Brosandi
Hendumst í hringi
Höldumst í hendur
Allur heimurinn óskýr
Nema þú stendur

Rennblautur
Allur rennvotur
Engin gúmmístígvél
Hlaupandi í okkur ?
Vill springa út úr skel

Vindur í
Og útilykt ? af hárinu þínu
Ég lamdi eins fast og ég get
Með nefinu mínu
Hoppa í poll
Í engum stígvélum
Allur rennvotur(rennblautur)
Í engum stígvélum

Og ég fæ blóðnasir
En ég stend alltaf upp
(Hopelandish)

Og ég fæ blóðnasir
En ég stend alltaf upp
(Hopelandish)

(English)

(Jumpin' Puddles)

Smiling
Spinning 'round and 'round
Holding hands
The whole world a blur
But you are standing

Soaked
Completely drenched
No rubber boots
Running in us
Want to erupt from a shell

Wind in
And outdoor smell of your hair
I hit as fast as I could
With my nose

Hopping into puddles
Completely drenched
Soaked
With no boots on

And I get nosebleed
But I always get up
(Hopelandic)

And I get nosebleed
But I always get up
(Hopelandic)

As I said earlier, disebabkan most of their songs are sung Volenska or Hopelandic, jadi lirik ni tak semestinya accurate. Whatever it is, their lyric masih meaningful to me. Hope you enjoy the song.

Japan's Nuclear Crisis

Sorry, I have to stop the 30 days blogging challenge for a while. I really, really don't have the mood to talk about anything else right now due to what's happening in Japan.

Although Mr J is safe from the tsunami, but now, tambah satu lagi kerisauan - nuclear.

He msg me few days ago, said that he's okay. But if the nuclear power plant meletup semua, then it'll be ....

And so far, things tak menunjukkan sesuatu yang positif - base on news reported by international media. I wish he get out of Japan already. Come back home. But, rasanya semua itu impossible. He said that, despite what happened in Tokyo, Sendai and other effected areas, kawasan - kawasan lain di Jepun masih terus and aku rasa, semakin giat bekerja to cover up the loss akibat the earth quake and tsunami.

I never talk banyak pasal perkara ni dengan sesiapa melainkan dengan mummy. Ya, she was always there, rasanya hampir setiap hari bertanya if Mr J ada ctc masa aku tengah gila mencari dia since earth quake kat Jepun.

God knows what and how I feel - even untill now.

I may look okay on the outside but inside...

I told myself to be positive, but there are times bila aku rasa, the thought of losing him makes me hilang akal sekejap.

I know - to some people, kalau dah ajal, what can we do. So, just terima.

Easy to say that. aku pun rasa senang nak cakap macam tu before this. But when this disaster happened - it's not as easy as I thought. Tiap -tiap hari aku rasa macam tak hidup. CNN, BBC, Yahoo News - whatever media or news I found that talks about the disaster, aku baca.

And I was so desperate for news of him, sampai satu tahap, aku stalk kawan - kawan dia. But aku tak pernah tanya diorg secara direct how is he. Why? Because I'm scared. I'm scared that I might get bad news instead of the good one yang aku harap - harapkan.

Now, dia dah bagitau dia ok - from the tsunami.

Now, I'm worried about that stupid nuclear thingy sebab dia ada mention if that nuclear power plant ranap, most probably - Well, I don't want to say anything.

Worst fear confirm, here are update about the nuclear power plant from CNN website :

QnA Japan's Nuclear Crisis

Timeline : How Japan's Nuclear Crisis Unfolded

How Bad Is It?

Steam Cloud Over Nuclear Reactor Aborts Helicopter Mission

And just 3 hours ago, I read this on twitter :

DanielleCNN Danielle Dellorto

Wow! Just felt STRONG aftershock in Tokyo. So strong I ran to the doorway just in case. Lasted about 20 seconds!! #japan

KyungLahCNN Kyung Lah

Feel that? It's a long earthquake or aftershock-- not sure which yet. Doesn't feel super strong, but it's going on and on.

I tell you, benda - benda macam ni la yang buat makin merisaukan. How big is Japan untuk tidak menerima kesan seterusnya ???

Sorry la... Aku sangat, sangat, sangat negatif and sensitif beberapa waktu ini disebabkan oleh perkara ini. Setenang mana pun aku, kalau aku rasa hati dah nak meletop, meletop la jugak ...

Especially in time like this.

Aku letih. Very very tired. Mentally and emotionally. CNN has been my good friend since the disaster bermula. And I did nothing, selain dari membaca updates and checking my mail, my twitter for news.

Obsession? No. Worry. Seriously worry.

Keep praying for Japan my friends. That's the only thing we can do. Pray so that takkan ada lagi letupan yang akan memusnahkan the nuclear power plant. Because kalau ada, it's not just them yang terkena kesannya - Kita pun akan terkena.

God, save us. God, save Japan. God, protect us. God, give them strength.

Like I said, this year punya Lent betul - betul mencabar. Very - for me.