End Of Another Semester

My last papers for this semester's final exam was Tuesday evening (yesterday la). I startes packing all my stuff since last night. Today was a busy day, continue packing and went to see my lecturers untuk ambik balik my assignments and ... to meet them la.

Sesi mengumpat bersama pensyarah wakakaka.

And then balik bilik, sambung packing. I was very excited cos I'm flying home tomorrow. I packed everything ~ Malam ni aku tido tadak selimut, makan petang tadi pinjam sudu member. Memang terbaik la hahaha.

Sambil-sambil makan, I chat with one of my CUS senior, dari USM Kubang Krian (SA).

Chat dengan dia, buat aku teringat kat senior sorang lagi yang aku mention dalam post ini ...

Yang membawa kepada senior-senior dalam senarai di bawah :

1. Kuyat Keji Berkaki Pendek
2. Adik Monyet Perasan Guy

And senior-senior yang lain.

Nama sebenar mereka aku malas nak letak. Aku pakai nama yang Kuyat Kaki Pendek tulis dalam post ini. Lagi menarik wakakakaka ~

Well, in CUS this semester, aku rasa... I'm blessed kot. And these people too. Kot la. Atau aku perasan sorang-sorang.

I really love our CUS. This year. The family thingy yang we make, I really felt like I'm in a family. Not only sebab kesusahan yang melanda diri daku ini baru-baru ini but even masa lain-lain pun. The tease, the enjoyable moments, the sad moments... Semua moment yang ada, I really, really treasure it.

Some of the senios, termasuk Adik Monyet Perasan Guy, akan datang balik for Master program (God's will). And I'm happy to hear that. But some ~ akan balik for good. And, that's sad.

You see, we're not that close with each other sebelum ni. Sebab we all ada... like, group sendiri. So, we hang out biasanya with people we're comfortable with. But this semester, we get to know each other more and better sebab of perpecahan groupie (ada yang dah grad, move out of their comfort zone, expand thier horizon etc) ....

So, it's a positive thing cos we get to know semua orang dalam CUS. And we hang out together A LOT. Like, every week... in gathering and pergi church sama-sama. Sampai boring aku tengok muka yang sama every week. Nafsu nak menggatal dengan diorang pun dah takda wakakaka.

Okay2...

Dalam post ni , aku setuju dengan apa yang Kuyat katakan. Aku pun dah lebih banyak spend time di blog. Buka tenet je, terus buka blog. And menurut Kuyat Rage dalam komen, it makes us feel closer dengan bercerita cerita yang ntah-hape-hape dalam blog. Well, that's our way of sharing kan?

This semester pun aku berpeluang mengenali Monyet Dillema ni sebab dia datang sambung Master. And ~ she's cooler than I thought. Sama gila macam Monyet Kaki Pendek. And that is REALLY COOL sebab sebelum ni aku ingat dia jenis yang kontrol ayu gitu.

Now, these people ~ dalam senarai di atas dan yang tiada dalam senarai... iaitu Kuyat-kuyat Jantan (dengan ekor di depan wakakakaka ~ sorry guys, I feel like I REALLY need to put this) are the few incredible, funny and interesting people I met in USM.

And to those yang memang akan balik kampung selamanya, I will really, really miss you people.

Well, sebelum aku naik belon esok pagi, I just wanna apologize to all of you (my CUS family) kalau-kalau aku ada tersalah kata, terkasar bahasa n perlakuan. If you know me, you know that aku ni memang jenis cakap lepas, cakap tak fikir (break dah rosak) and sometimes, aku bergurau terlebih. What ever hurtful things I said, tak kira la sama ada I meant it or not, I just wanna say, I'm sorry.

For seniors yang akan or planning to continue your Master, we'll be waiting for you and hopefully, cita-cita nak sambung tu tercapai.

For seniors yang nak bekerja, all the best in looking and searching for your dream job. Iy's hard out there. If you ever feel wanna give up, just think that God is actually dah prepare something good for you. Cuma perlu mencari. God akan bagi what we need when it's the right time (peringatan untuk aku jugak hahaha).

For seniors yang masih tak sure nak buat apa, all the best in whatever you plan to do (kalau sudah ada plan). Just pray and ask for guidance.

For other CUS, see you next semester.

Enjoy your long holiday, all the best for those going for internship and kumpul la cerita sebanyak mungkin untuk kita bergossip nanti hahahahaha~

Love,

mexxx

Final Exam + Prayers + A Friend

I think, I'm not the only one yang ada penyakit ni time final.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin tido.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin ber-blog 9nasib baik FB tak boleh buka).

Semakin dekat paper, semakin kuat makan.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin membaca news etc tapi bukan buku ilmiah.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin membuang masa.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin mencuci mata.

Atau :

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu apa yang di study tak masuk otak.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu rasa tension pada roomate yang study bising-bising meningkat.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la rasa masa tiba-tiba berjalan dengan pantas.

Tapi ada juga yang :

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la dia masih selamba badak bergelak ketawa.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la dia rajin membasuh baju dan buat perkara lain.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la dia rasa sangat tenang.

What about you? I'm mixture of all stated above. Oh, by the way, to all my brothers and sisters in Christ, this is a prayer I would like to share to all of you. Recite it sebelum study and before you sit for your exam :

Prayer of St Joseph of Cupertino

O St Joseph of Cupertino

Who by your prayer obtained from God

To be asked at your examination only the questions you knew;

Obtain for me alike favor in in the examinations for which I am now preparing.

In return, I promise to make you known

And cause you to be invoked

Through Christ Our Lord.

St Joseph of Cupertino, pray for me. Amen.

Prayer to Saint Anne

Dear Saint Anne,

I praise God and honour you for having been given the grace to be the mother of the Blessed Virgin Mary and the grandmother of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Many who have implored your help have felt the happy effects of your goodness and powerful intercession. Encouraged by this thought, I humbly implore you, O good Saint Anne, to hear my prayer and obtain for me my request (here mention your petition).

O loving Saint Anne, whose heart is ever full of human sympathy for those in trouble, pain or anxiety, have pity on me and grant me your favour as you have done for others in so many wonderful cases for the greater glory of God.

Help me to know, love and follow Jesus, by being a concerned citizen and an active member of His church and to reach Heaven, there to praise God with you forever and ever. Amen.

* * * *

One thing you should know semasa recite any prayer especially this two prayers :

1. HAVE FAITH
2. You prepared for your final exam

God helped me in my previous examinations, with the help and prayer of saint Joseph of Cupertino, Our Blessed Mother and her mother, Saint Anne. And I believe, if you ask, they will help and God will answer ^^

All the best for your final. Especially for those in final year.

And sebelum aku sit for my first two killer paper tomorrow, aku nak mintak maaf kepada sesiapa sahaja yang membaca ni :

Please forgive me for whatever wrong I did to you. Maybe gurauan aku kasar etc, kata-kata aku menyakitkan hati... Most of the time, I said what I've said tanpa berfikir (yeah, I know...stupid, kan). But that's just who I am. kadang-kadang, I don't even know apa yang aku kata tu buat orang sakit hati. or apa aku buat, buat orang sakit hati. So, again, sorry.

Especially to those in final year yang takkan balik sini lagi.

My CUS family,

Do you guys know Solomon dah balik? He texted me this morning. He told me before this dia akan balik today. But I forgot. But past few days aku ada keinginan nak lepak-lepak dengan dia cuma tak ada masa.

And bila dia mesej pagi ni... I don't know. Rasa a bit sedih cos I didn't get to hang out with him for the last time before he went back. I know most of you not that close to him. He's a nice dude. And a good bro. Tanpa dia, I wouldn't know banyak tempat in Penang. Especially tempat makan mee kolok wakakakakaka...

Well, Solomon, if you happen to read this :

Thanks for everything you've shared masa ko agik sitok. Thanks for helping me with whatever things aku mintak tolong. Thanks for sharing with me masalah-masalah kau, your happiness and sadness ~ aku rasa benar2 macam kawan n kakak when you do that ^^

Thanks for always care and for being there as a brother and of course, friend. I'm sorry kita sik sempat meluangkan masa sebelum ko balit. Kita dah plan mok g Bukit Mertajam but ~ sik kesampaian. I hope you'll come back here - melawat mekorang or jalan-jalan gik ^^

All the best in your future undertakings. Jadi sorang guru yang benar-benar ikhlas mendidik. And take care of my friend ~ si pukek di Kuching nun ^^

I hope you guys akan bertahan and kawen. I really hope so~

Okay la. Aku dah emotional hahahaha. That's all for today.

**** I'm a bit sad cos I won't be able to go for Holy Thursday mass tomorrow and I'll be very late for Good Friday mass. I have paper at 3pm and will end only at 5.30pm. Tunggu bus sure gonna be late ~ But I promised I'll go. I hope, Tuhan permudahkan urusanku. Amen! >.<

Aku Sensitif Hari Ini

It's half an hour past midnight. Just came back from Photo Club Dinner. Dinner paling sempoi setiap tahun. And I love it. We went to Tarbush, Ferringhi, Penang. If you wanna know the place, please google.

Aku rasa malam ni kurang "ceria" sikit. Aku rasa aku "memakai topeng" sepanjang masa tadi. Trying my very best not to potray my real mood. I'm still very tired and still a bit sad cos I couldn't be with my CUS family sampai akhir programme today. Had to rush back and get ready, get some sleep, get some rest before dinner just now. Aku kempunan the last presentation pasal yesterday's Photo Hunting Contest sebenarnya. I want to see gambar-gambar yang di ambik.

Plus, my family's condition is not that good dalam masa ni. My big bro texted me masa 1st night at FM House. That day jugak sebenarnya ulang tahun kematian grandpa aku. When we were at the church for sunset mass, I prayed the Rosary for him. Tapi aku rasa.... aku tak berapa focus or kusyuk.

Masa tu, aku rasa, I wanted to spend time alone. Lot of things going on dalam satu masa. Especially the thing yang melibatkan keadaan di rumah. *Sigh*....

Sudah la.

I was reading some blogs just now. And also, twitter messges. And aku ada baca few post dari Obefiend. Dua post yang buat aku jadi lebih sensitif dalam masa-masa sensitif ni adalah seperti di bawah.

Sila layan dan menyumpah sepuas hati anda selepas puas melihat. Ruangan komen di buka untuk sumpah seranah kali ini.

But this one... This one buat hati aku yang sensitif, juga bertambah sensitif. Tapi lebih positif berbanding dua gambar macam sial (aku tahu kita masih dalam musim Lent) di atas.

Anda boleh memuji atau mengucap syukur dalam ruangan komen setelah selesai membaca dan menatap comic di bawah.

Sekian, entry mengarut dari manusia sensitif pada hari ini.

JANGAN PANDANG CAMERA

Contest Jangan Pandang Camera

Got tagged by Step a.k.a TOP jadi, aku pun nak buat jugak. Dun worry, after I complete this and done showering etc, I'll continue with my 30 Days Blog Challenge hahaha.

Ini adalah "hadiah" last minute dari si Kuyat (bak kata minah ni) dan aku buat dengan rasa berbesar hati wakakakaka. Payah jugak nak cari gambar tak tengok camera (kunun).

Nah, inilah dia. Gambar baru - diambil oleh Kabut Bilem a.k.a Mark wakakakaka (sorry, that's the only Melanau words I know apart from 'Kuyat' which is similar to Kenyah word untuk benda yang sama ahahaha)

My 27th birthday party.

Rose from Lia.

Tengok Mike di belakang ketiak ku.

hahahaha

Orang -orang bertuah aku nak tag ialah :

1. Lia
2. Mel hahahaha
3. Syahmi

When you're done with the post, sila post kan link anda yang bertajuk "Jangan Pandang Kamera" to this BLOG. Tarikh tutup ialah 15 March ^^