End Of Another Semester

My last papers for this semester's final exam was Tuesday evening (yesterday la). I startes packing all my stuff since last night. Today was a busy day, continue packing and went to see my lecturers untuk ambik balik my assignments and ... to meet them la.

Sesi mengumpat bersama pensyarah wakakaka.

And then balik bilik, sambung packing. I was very excited cos I'm flying home tomorrow. I packed everything ~ Malam ni aku tido tadak selimut, makan petang tadi pinjam sudu member. Memang terbaik la hahaha.

Sambil-sambil makan, I chat with one of my CUS senior, dari USM Kubang Krian (SA).

Chat dengan dia, buat aku teringat kat senior sorang lagi yang aku mention dalam post ini ...

Yang membawa kepada senior-senior dalam senarai di bawah :

1. Kuyat Keji Berkaki Pendek
2. Adik Monyet Perasan Guy

And senior-senior yang lain.

Nama sebenar mereka aku malas nak letak. Aku pakai nama yang Kuyat Kaki Pendek tulis dalam post ini. Lagi menarik wakakakaka ~

Well, in CUS this semester, aku rasa... I'm blessed kot. And these people too. Kot la. Atau aku perasan sorang-sorang.

I really love our CUS. This year. The family thingy yang we make, I really felt like I'm in a family. Not only sebab kesusahan yang melanda diri daku ini baru-baru ini but even masa lain-lain pun. The tease, the enjoyable moments, the sad moments... Semua moment yang ada, I really, really treasure it.

Some of the senios, termasuk Adik Monyet Perasan Guy, akan datang balik for Master program (God's will). And I'm happy to hear that. But some ~ akan balik for good. And, that's sad.

You see, we're not that close with each other sebelum ni. Sebab we all ada... like, group sendiri. So, we hang out biasanya with people we're comfortable with. But this semester, we get to know each other more and better sebab of perpecahan groupie (ada yang dah grad, move out of their comfort zone, expand thier horizon etc) ....

So, it's a positive thing cos we get to know semua orang dalam CUS. And we hang out together A LOT. Like, every week... in gathering and pergi church sama-sama. Sampai boring aku tengok muka yang sama every week. Nafsu nak menggatal dengan diorang pun dah takda wakakaka.

Okay2...

Dalam post ni , aku setuju dengan apa yang Kuyat katakan. Aku pun dah lebih banyak spend time di blog. Buka tenet je, terus buka blog. And menurut Kuyat Rage dalam komen, it makes us feel closer dengan bercerita cerita yang ntah-hape-hape dalam blog. Well, that's our way of sharing kan?

This semester pun aku berpeluang mengenali Monyet Dillema ni sebab dia datang sambung Master. And ~ she's cooler than I thought. Sama gila macam Monyet Kaki Pendek. And that is REALLY COOL sebab sebelum ni aku ingat dia jenis yang kontrol ayu gitu.

Now, these people ~ dalam senarai di atas dan yang tiada dalam senarai... iaitu Kuyat-kuyat Jantan (dengan ekor di depan wakakakaka ~ sorry guys, I feel like I REALLY need to put this) are the few incredible, funny and interesting people I met in USM.

And to those yang memang akan balik kampung selamanya, I will really, really miss you people.

Well, sebelum aku naik belon esok pagi, I just wanna apologize to all of you (my CUS family) kalau-kalau aku ada tersalah kata, terkasar bahasa n perlakuan. If you know me, you know that aku ni memang jenis cakap lepas, cakap tak fikir (break dah rosak) and sometimes, aku bergurau terlebih. What ever hurtful things I said, tak kira la sama ada I meant it or not, I just wanna say, I'm sorry.

For seniors yang akan or planning to continue your Master, we'll be waiting for you and hopefully, cita-cita nak sambung tu tercapai.

For seniors yang nak bekerja, all the best in looking and searching for your dream job. Iy's hard out there. If you ever feel wanna give up, just think that God is actually dah prepare something good for you. Cuma perlu mencari. God akan bagi what we need when it's the right time (peringatan untuk aku jugak hahaha).

For seniors yang masih tak sure nak buat apa, all the best in whatever you plan to do (kalau sudah ada plan). Just pray and ask for guidance.

For other CUS, see you next semester.

Enjoy your long holiday, all the best for those going for internship and kumpul la cerita sebanyak mungkin untuk kita bergossip nanti hahahahaha~

Love,

mexxx

Ada Apa Pada Nama?

Just came back from library.

Yeah. Rajin kan aku bertukar jadi 'double nerd' dalam masa exam week ni. Itu la jadahnya kalau dah study last minute. Selain dari study, aku pergi library juga sebab nak escape dari kepanasan yang melanda bilik aku. Macam sauna. Sape nak kurus, boleh la datang berbogel in my room.

Sejam RM 5. Tapi resultnya aku tak jamin.

Studying in the library, kalau tak ada orang yang bercakap-cakap memang heaven. Well, you know I know la.

Okay2. Entry ni bukan pasal library tapi pasal nama. Aku mention library sebab nak bagitau tadi masa tengah break for dinner, aku, Lia and Melanie ada borak-borak kosong. Dari isu serious sampai la isu lucah. Di tengah-tengah tu ada isu kelakar (lucu).

One of it is - Nama

Semuanya bermula dari this one article yang Lia baca. And then I told them about this.

I got this from my email zaman dulu-dulu. Walaupun dah lama, aku still boleh gelak whenever I read it. So, I just wanna re-share it again. Hopefully, boleh la menceriakan korang (especially yang tengah final sekarang).

Nama Melambangkan Makna

01. Yang pemarah - KEIJI CACIMAKI

02. Yang suka berjimat - SAYORI SUKAMURA

03. Yang bisu - KIETA TADASORA

04. Yang suka makan nasi - NANACHI KASIBANYA

05. Yang suka layan blues - APO NADIKATO

06. Yang suka belajar - ASHIKO ULANGKAJI

07. Yang kerap bikin kacau - WAKASI HURUHARA

08. Yang sangat kedekut - MATIMATI TAMOKASI

09. Yang suka sangat tidur - ICHIBAN TIDOMATI

10. Yang suka mengintai - HINTAI AKOSUKA

11. Yang tua - TARAGIGI PADANMUKA

12. Yang kena tinggal bini - SUSAHATI BINILARI

13. Yang suka merempit - SAJA CARIMATI

14. Yang Lembab - AYUMI SIPUTBABI

15. Yang suka BERSUMPAH - SAIIFOO BAUKARI

Masa 1st time baca, tak tau la aku jelaskan betapa sakitnya menahan perut ketawa. Owh, baca elok-elok untuk tangkap the maksud k. Ada orang yang tak dapat masa 1st time baca. Huh~ Korang ingat nama Jepun ni semua cool? Tolong la ~ hahahaha

Owh ~ Berkaitan dengan library.

Pada satu hari yang hening lepas, aku study sorang-sorang. Malam. And then aku nampak sorang mamat ni... perghhh ! Boleh bikin cair.

No ~ Tak hensem pun.

Cuma ada something yang menarik. Jeng ~ Jeng~ Jeng~

No ~ It's not his crotch. Not his butt (sorry Amau n Step). Not his dada (tak nampak tough pun). Basically, not his physical ~ Except for his hair yang panjang ke bahu and kalau dia ikat nampak sangat owh~ so cool.

Jadi, apa yang menarik?

This Guy-In-The-Green-Shirt (nama yang Melanie bagi pada dia) sebenarnya nampak sangat menarik sebab dia nampak (sangat) concentrate masa study.

The day aku nampak dia, he was sitting di meja tengah-tengah. All alone kat big table tu. Walaupun dalam library, tapi that day agak macam pasar ikan sebab... I don't know why, ada UNIVERSITY STUDENTS yang walaupun pada namanya adalah pelajar universiti tapi tak reti nak senyap dalam library... VERY ANNOYING !!!!

Oh~ Walaupun keadaan agak bising, tapi dia tetap... Sangat focus with his reading. Tak hirau keliling. Walaupun ramai orang lalu lalang kat tepi, kiri, kanan, belakang, depan meja tempat dia duduk... Dia tetap focus. And that frown yang sekali sekala muncul kat dahi dia masa dia membaca makes him looks more interesting.

And membuatkan aku rasa agak tercabar. Dengan kebisingan macam tu, dia boleh study and I can't. WTH.

Why Melanie gelar dia Guy-In-The-Green-Shirt?

I think 2 days after ternampak dia, me, Lia and Melanie study di library. Masa nak makan tengah hari, kitorang turun ikut tangga toilet. Masa turun tu, I saw him. Naik. That time I thought, macam dia. Bila dah lepas, aku pandang belakang, he was looking also, and yes, it was him. Naik terus ego wakakakaka... ~

Lepas makan, kitorang naik balik. And yes, he was there. Sitting at his usual place. Pergh. Muka tak boleh blah. Memang concentrate.

Today ~ aku tak ingat dah pasal dia sebab aku sangat-sangat risau dengan exam this Monday. But lepas makan tengah hari tadi, masa masuk library, suddenly Melanie tanya:

"Eh, is your Guy-In-The-Green-Shirt here today."

A'ah la ~ I totally forgot about him. Masa naik I quickly scanned the room. No sign of him.

Fuh~ It makes me wonder juga.

The way he study, concentration tu ~ actually remind me of Mr J. When he do something, dia akan focus like there's no one around. Dia akan ignore, totally, apa yang terjadi di sekeliling. I find that a bit annoying, interesting and... sexy.

Seriously.

Especially lelaki. You just imagine (contoh merujuk kepada Mr J), when dia buat something, kau berbogel la depan dia (percaya la, aku tak pernah buat), he won't look at you.

Banyak kali aku nampak dia tengah kusyuk dengan something, biasanya reading, kalau aku buat perangai tak senonoh pun (like farting, korek idong etc), dia seriously, macam tak terasa apa-apa. Kalau tak, kebiasaannya, habis aku kena keji.

So, this Guy-In-The-Green-Shirt, that time ada pompuan gelak-gelak, ada pak mak international student bercakap dengan suara kuat tak ingat dunia, ada couple bermanja-manja depan dia... Dia tetap focus pada apa yang dia baca.

Macam laki aku. And I found that sangat sexy and dalam masa yang sama, mencabar ego aku. Sebab, dengan Mr J, walaupun secara terang-terangan aku memang kurang pandai berbanding dia, aku tetap, ulang suara, TETAP tak nak mengaku kalah, mengalah atau rasa kekurangan daripada dia. Dalam apa jugak hal, termasuk berlagak selamba. Seriously. Dan juga dalam study.

So, masa tu, masa aku tengah feeling-feeling annoyed dengan manusia-manusia yang tak sedar diri mereka berada dalam library, aku ternampak dia yang tengah selamba meneruskan pembacaan, aku pun automatic-nya membuat selamba dan teruskan membaca. Tak nak kalah. Aku rasa, aku pun boleh focus dalam keadaan bising macam tu wakakakaka~

And guess what?

Thanks to him dan lagak dia yang sangat selamba, aku rasa suara-suara yang annoying itu semakin lama semakin senyap and aku boleh focus.

Tapi aku rasa, it's not him or the suara-suara annoying yang bermasalah. It was me and myself. Aku terlampau fikirkan sangat tentang suara-suara yang mengganggu pembacaan aku. When all I need is total focus untuk aku faham and mendalami apa yang aku baca ~ Aku pulak memanjakan otak aku untuk merewang and mendengar perbualan orang.

I guess, God put him there to remind me untuk focus.

Guy-In-The-Green-Shirt (or whatever your name is),

Who ever you are, thank you sebab duduk di tengah-tengah library and bagi contoh yang bagus (untuk aku). And thanks also sebab berlagak sexy (untuk aku wakakaka) dengan concentrate on your notes. And thanks also sebab tak hensem and that makes my Mr J masih kekal dalam ingatan.

Owh ~ Alang-alang cakap pasal Jepun, nah video lawak dari GamalJobat. Enjoy ya ~

And video Jozan hahahaha (Sorry ~ aku tengah tengok video. Sebab aku baik, jadi aku share hehehe)

Final Exam + Prayers + A Friend

I think, I'm not the only one yang ada penyakit ni time final.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin tido.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin ber-blog 9nasib baik FB tak boleh buka).

Semakin dekat paper, semakin kuat makan.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin membaca news etc tapi bukan buku ilmiah.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin membuang masa.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin rajin mencuci mata.

Atau :

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu apa yang di study tak masuk otak.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu rasa tension pada roomate yang study bising-bising meningkat.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la rasa masa tiba-tiba berjalan dengan pantas.

Tapi ada juga yang :

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la dia masih selamba badak bergelak ketawa.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la dia rajin membasuh baju dan buat perkara lain.

Semakin dekat paper, semakin tu la dia rasa sangat tenang.

What about you? I'm mixture of all stated above. Oh, by the way, to all my brothers and sisters in Christ, this is a prayer I would like to share to all of you. Recite it sebelum study and before you sit for your exam :

Prayer of St Joseph of Cupertino

O St Joseph of Cupertino

Who by your prayer obtained from God

To be asked at your examination only the questions you knew;

Obtain for me alike favor in in the examinations for which I am now preparing.

In return, I promise to make you known

And cause you to be invoked

Through Christ Our Lord.

St Joseph of Cupertino, pray for me. Amen.

Prayer to Saint Anne

Dear Saint Anne,

I praise God and honour you for having been given the grace to be the mother of the Blessed Virgin Mary and the grandmother of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Many who have implored your help have felt the happy effects of your goodness and powerful intercession. Encouraged by this thought, I humbly implore you, O good Saint Anne, to hear my prayer and obtain for me my request (here mention your petition).

O loving Saint Anne, whose heart is ever full of human sympathy for those in trouble, pain or anxiety, have pity on me and grant me your favour as you have done for others in so many wonderful cases for the greater glory of God.

Help me to know, love and follow Jesus, by being a concerned citizen and an active member of His church and to reach Heaven, there to praise God with you forever and ever. Amen.

* * * *

One thing you should know semasa recite any prayer especially this two prayers :

1. HAVE FAITH
2. You prepared for your final exam

God helped me in my previous examinations, with the help and prayer of saint Joseph of Cupertino, Our Blessed Mother and her mother, Saint Anne. And I believe, if you ask, they will help and God will answer ^^

All the best for your final. Especially for those in final year.

And sebelum aku sit for my first two killer paper tomorrow, aku nak mintak maaf kepada sesiapa sahaja yang membaca ni :

Please forgive me for whatever wrong I did to you. Maybe gurauan aku kasar etc, kata-kata aku menyakitkan hati... Most of the time, I said what I've said tanpa berfikir (yeah, I know...stupid, kan). But that's just who I am. kadang-kadang, I don't even know apa yang aku kata tu buat orang sakit hati. or apa aku buat, buat orang sakit hati. So, again, sorry.

Especially to those in final year yang takkan balik sini lagi.

My CUS family,

Do you guys know Solomon dah balik? He texted me this morning. He told me before this dia akan balik today. But I forgot. But past few days aku ada keinginan nak lepak-lepak dengan dia cuma tak ada masa.

And bila dia mesej pagi ni... I don't know. Rasa a bit sedih cos I didn't get to hang out with him for the last time before he went back. I know most of you not that close to him. He's a nice dude. And a good bro. Tanpa dia, I wouldn't know banyak tempat in Penang. Especially tempat makan mee kolok wakakakakaka...

Well, Solomon, if you happen to read this :

Thanks for everything you've shared masa ko agik sitok. Thanks for helping me with whatever things aku mintak tolong. Thanks for sharing with me masalah-masalah kau, your happiness and sadness ~ aku rasa benar2 macam kawan n kakak when you do that ^^

Thanks for always care and for being there as a brother and of course, friend. I'm sorry kita sik sempat meluangkan masa sebelum ko balit. Kita dah plan mok g Bukit Mertajam but ~ sik kesampaian. I hope you'll come back here - melawat mekorang or jalan-jalan gik ^^

All the best in your future undertakings. Jadi sorang guru yang benar-benar ikhlas mendidik. And take care of my friend ~ si pukek di Kuching nun ^^

I hope you guys akan bertahan and kawen. I really hope so~

Okay la. Aku dah emotional hahahaha. That's all for today.

**** I'm a bit sad cos I won't be able to go for Holy Thursday mass tomorrow and I'll be very late for Good Friday mass. I have paper at 3pm and will end only at 5.30pm. Tunggu bus sure gonna be late ~ But I promised I'll go. I hope, Tuhan permudahkan urusanku. Amen! >.<

Day 9 : A Photo Of The Item You Last Purchased

'Item' can be anything, right?

Here's a photo of the item I last purchased.

Yeah... Nothing interesting.

I can't start a day without coffee. Or live a day without it. I have to have at least 1 cup a day. And maximum to 10 cups per day... or more.

Aku beli di Majujaya Sungai Dua. That's the only shop yang open that night. And not many choice untuk 3 in 1 coffee. Student USM mesti tau, barang-barang di Majujaya sometimes can be expensive. Lebih mahal dari Tesco.

Dengan budget yang ada pada ketika itu, aku hanya mampu membeli Aik Cheong hahahaha. Well, better daripada tak ada kan? Not as strong as Nescafe but boleh la...

Well, tak banyak boleh diceritakan berdasarkan sebungkus kopi 3 in 1 hahaha. So, I have to end here.

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

No. I'm not doing the 30 Days Blog Challenge for a while.

I know we suppose to do it continuously, but, the hell... I'm not in the mood to talk something stupid right now hahaha.

So, RESPECT. What does respect means to you?

It's a big word for me.

I google-ed RESPECT and here's what I found :

"On a practical level respect includes taking someone's feelings, needs, thoughts, ideas, wishes and preferences into consideration. It means taking all of these seriously and giving them worth and value. In fact, giving someone respect seems similar to valuing them and their thoughts, feelings, etc. It also includes acknowledging them, listening to them, being truthful with them, and accepting their individuality and idiosyncrasies.

Respect can be shown through behavior and it can also be felt. We can act in ways which are considered respectful, yet we can also feel respect for someone and feel respected by someone. Because it is possible to act in ways that do not reflect how we really feel, the feeling of respect is more important than the behavior without the feeling. When the feeling is there, the behavior will naturally follow."

The link is HERE. Go and read more if you want.

You guys familiar with the name Immanuel Kant?

Here's what he said about respect :

“Act in such a way that you treat humanity, whether in your own person or the person of any other, never simply as a means but always at the same time as an end” (Grundlegung zur Metaphysik der Sitten (Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals) (1785/1996, 4:429)

Definisi 'respect' atau 'hormat' adalah berbeza untuk setiap manusia. I believe, your definition of respect datang dari background on how you were brought up.

Senang cakap :

Lebih diajar atau kurang (di)ajar.

Aku pun ada definition of respect yang aku sendiri pegang. Paling mudah rasanya.

Kau respect aku, aku respect kau.

Easy, no? There are several types of people yang aku sangat2 anti or tak suka. Salah satunya adalah orang yang memang tak reti nak hormat kat orang lain - How? Dalam banyak cara.

Tujuan aku membincangkan (ceh) topik ni bukan sebab aku nak bagitau dunia bahawa aku adalah orang yang sangat menghormati orang lain, no. Aku jugak, in my own way, sometimes (or most of the times) bersifat cilakak and buat orang bengkak hati.

Tujuan aku cuma nak meluahkan ketidakpuasan hati. Kiranya macam luahan hati terpendam la.

Here's what I really don't like. Senarai kebencian dan ke'antian' aku terhadap perangai beberapa insan yang tak reti nak memahami dan sensitif terhadap perasaan orang lain :

Aku paling tak suka, bila aku tengah bercakap, orang buat tak pedulik or tak pandang muka. Rasa macam aku bercakap dengan dinding atau dengan orang pekak. You know what, orang - orang macam ni betul - betul buat bengkak hati. But when you talk to me, or to others, YOU DEMAND atttention. Ko nak orang dengar and pandang muka kau. Kau nak orang RESPECT and listen to you, pay attention to you when you're talking. Kalau kau tau kau ada perasaan macam tu, kau ingat orang lain tak ada?

Can't you do the same for others? Bodoh...

What do I normally or usually do to people like this?

Well, easy. Ever heard of the Golden Rule?

I know my version of Golden Rule is very different from what all these religions talk about but sometimes, SOMETIMES, you have to improvise a bit.

So, what I'll do is, whenever that person is talking, I'll try not to look at him/her the way he/she did to me. Just wanna give that person a taste of their own medicine. I bet that doesn't taste good, right? Well, serve him/her right. Sapa suruh kurang ajar in the first place.

Memang kurang ajar la kan. Orang bercakap, ko tak pandang. Sapa ajar jadi kurang ajar sangat macam tu?

And kadang - kadang, what makes me really, really piss off is when I ask something, loud and clear, like, there's no one else there except the two of you, and that person didn't even say a word in reply. What the hell. Pernah kena tak? Ada rasa - rasa nak sepak terajang tak orang tu? Or you wish that person takde mulut or takde lidah langsung untuk bercakap? Ada kan? Kan? Kan? Mannn...this really piss me off.

Another thing is mood swings. Yeah, fucking mood swings.

If a girl ada mood swing during her time of the month, that, I can understand. But if bukan masa sebulan sekali tu and a guy ada mood swing, I really feel like killing people.

Like, one minute you're okay. Suddenly you're angry for no reason or reason we don't know. Or you wake up in a very angry state... Mimpi apa? Didn't get fucked in your dream is it? Fuck you mood swingers...!!!!

Aku pun kadang - kadang ada mood swing. Semakin teruk sekarang sebab orang - orang di sekitar kawasan berdekatan aku juga always have this. I'm tired of melayan orang - orang macam ni. Okay when they want to and not okay when they want to. Sesuka hati je.

There are lots of things yang membuatkan berlakunya mood swing. Problems, tension sebab problems (why do I fell it's the same thing as the previous one?) and etc.

Well, what ever it is, you HAVE NO RIGHT untuk melepaskan marah towards others. If you really really can't control your own fucking expression or feeling, then go somewhere ALONE and where there are no people yang ko kenal and layan la mood swing tu kat situ sorang - sorang.

Instead of bashing people and replying others with harsh words and tone and showing your stupid face yang bertukar every minute, why not go somewhere, settle down you feeling and then face the crowd again - dengan muka yang sedap mata memandang!

I did this most of the times. Because it's unfair to treat people, or to berdepan dengan orang-orang yang bukan punca masalah aku and show them my stupid depressed face. And, being a hot temper person I am, dalam keadaan macam ni, I can be harsh. So, that's one good reason for me untuk berjalan sorang-sorang or spend time sorang and get my feelings settle sebelum aku berdepan semula dengan orang-orang yang tidak menyumbang kepada depression aku.

Cuma, if I feel like ada orang treat me differently - melayan dengan muka babi-tak-tentu-pasal, I'll apply my Golden Rule. Yeah, Golden Rule rocks to the max. Sometimes, memang ada orang - orang macam ni. Ntah what his/her probelm is, kita tanya baik - baik, tetiba menjawab dengan cilakak, mau tak panas hati? Kita tak buat apa-apa tiba-tiba kena herdik macam tu. Memang orang tu kurang ajar la. And I'll give back what that person give back to me. Or sometimes, kalau aku rasa malas nak melayan perangai bodoh tu, I'll just leave that person alone. Mampos kau la nak melayan mood swing tu sorang-sorang. Buduh...

Next thing.

Being around kids in universities, I act like one too. Sebab aku tak nak ada gap, or tak nak ada perasaan yang lain-lain... How do I make this simpler? pendek kata, i don't want people to see me as an older me.

But that doesn't mean ko boleh layan aku macam ko layan adik kau dalam SEMUA SITUASI.

I didn't ask for orang-orang yang aku kenal untuk panggil aku kakak or sis sebab aku rasa there's no need to do that sebab aku percaya, I BELIEVE, respect itu ada dalam diri masing-masing. But malangnya, not everyone ada perasaan hormat tu tertanam dalam diri.

Kurang ajar sometimes. To the extend aku rasa macam,

"What am I? Their sis/bro? Or someone yang diorang rasa diorang tak boleh respect langsung?"

What incident membuatkan aku bercakap macam ni?

1. No sense of respect bila bercakap. Kalau bercakap, asyik nak menengking (bersangkutan dengan mood swing) or bercakap ikut suka hati nak guna harsh tone.
2. When I walk, you came up to me and you greet me dengan wanna punch me in my face. I don't mind with a slap on my back but if you dare to lift up your dirty hand dekat dengan muka aku, you'll gonna get it from me.
3. I have name, don't call me 'oi, oi,oi' or whatever fucking stupid names.
4. When I wanna say something and I say "excuse me", you give me your stupid "talk to the hand" fucking face.
5. Aku bertanya dengan baik and you reply dengan nada yang sangat kurang ajar, kasar.
6. Don't know your limit or space or level - certain times - bila bergaul dengan orang yang lebih tua.

And more. Kalau aku nak list kan, sampai esok tak habis.

I think, aku dah meletakkan darjat aku as someone older than most of my coursemate or friends in university lebih rendah dari yang sepatutnya dengan berperangai seperti sekarang. I dun set any barriers yang aku rasa boleh buat orang menjauhkan diri dari aku. I act foolish, most of the times - I admit that. And sometimes more foolish than most of you. Cos I dun wanna be orang yang agak - agak macam poyo etc...

But ada certain time, aku rasa, ada sesetengah orang betul-betul went overboard. I have my own ego also sebagai orang yang lebih dulu makan garam (walaupun cuma beberapa tahun wtf).

I don't mind gurauan etc. Cuma perangai yang kurang ajar aku tak boleh nak terima. Do you do that to your elders? If yes, well, no wonder you're a jackass.

Sometimes I wonder, if I acted my age when I first come in, will the situation be different now?

Agak-agak, kalau aku bawa perangai masa diploma dulu, takkan ada orang tahan kot. If you guys really want me to be my age then I will.

Aku rasa, to certain people in my school, aku dah start buat perangai macam ni kot. Sebab dah sampai tahap aku rasa macam, kurang ajar sangat. I don't want you to use unproper language atau expression the way you would use dengan orang yang sebaya dengan kau.

And lagi, we don't really know each other. Baru dua tahun lebih, it's not enough to give you the right untuk layan aku macam ko dah kenal aku 10 tahun, okay?

To those yang rasa-rasa dia ada dalam senarai di atas, please, have respect for others. I will try to respect you more if you can at least cut some of your nonsense.

Why suddenly this post?

Sebab someone, accidently buat aku naik angin tadi and I bet that person is waiting for me to post up something in facebook - like I usually do. Little did that person know aku akan call and menghambur sepuas mungkin. And this post is for you. Yes, you fuckhead.

JANGAN PANDANG CAMERA

Contest Jangan Pandang Camera

Got tagged by Step a.k.a TOP jadi, aku pun nak buat jugak. Dun worry, after I complete this and done showering etc, I'll continue with my 30 Days Blog Challenge hahaha.

Ini adalah "hadiah" last minute dari si Kuyat (bak kata minah ni) dan aku buat dengan rasa berbesar hati wakakakaka. Payah jugak nak cari gambar tak tengok camera (kunun).

Nah, inilah dia. Gambar baru - diambil oleh Kabut Bilem a.k.a Mark wakakakaka (sorry, that's the only Melanau words I know apart from 'Kuyat' which is similar to Kenyah word untuk benda yang sama ahahaha)

My 27th birthday party.

Rose from Lia.

Tengok Mike di belakang ketiak ku.

hahahaha

Orang -orang bertuah aku nak tag ialah :

1. Lia
2. Mel hahahaha
3. Syahmi

When you're done with the post, sila post kan link anda yang bertajuk "Jangan Pandang Kamera" to this BLOG. Tarikh tutup ialah 15 March ^^

SoLLat International Day

August 11, 2009
1450 hrs

Ini dia gambar2 dari International Day kat Pusat Bahasa, Literasi Dan Terjemahan (SoLLat) semalam. Banyak lagi tp aku berupaya meng'upload' yang ni je.

Blogspot Jugak!

August 10,2009
1904 hrs

Aku tau, aku tau...dah banyak kali aku berpindah rumah. Dan ini yang terbaru. Aku tak dapat lari dari kebiasaan menggunakan blogspot. Aku masih akan kekalkan wordpress tap akan diubahsuai menjadi sesuatu yang lain.

Buat masa sekarang, blogger lah tempat aku.

Ehm, aku takde story nak story buat masa sekarang. Cuma hari ini Ada International Day di Pusat Bahasa, Terjemahan dan Literasi kampus induk USM. Aku ada amek beberapa gambar. Akan aku ceritakan dalam entry seterusnya nanti.

Rumah baru ni masih bersepah. Nanti ada masa akan aku kemaskan. Buat masa ni, buat2 bodo je dengan ketidak kemasan rumah ku ini huhuhuh...